Session Start (realweatherowner:MBlaze): Thu Jul 22 02:54:07 2010 -0400
MBlaze: damn not even keeping in touch? Nice. olol
MBlaze: "MBlaze (MrblazerZ)" signed on at Thu Jul 22 02:54:09 2010.
realwx / BionicSonic: ?
MBlaze: after apex
realwx / BionicSonic: I hate some of the community enough that it drives me to quit
MBlaze: I completely understand what you mean
MBlaze: same here for me
MBlaze: but there are some that I care about more than a lot of people in my life.
MBlaze: so it balances out for me.
realwx / BionicSonic: Not here
realwx / BionicSonic: I'll still talk to some of my friends
realwx / BionicSonic: but to avoid drama, I quit lol
MBlaze: damn, good luck with whatever you're doin then ;o
MBlaze: but if you like/love something
MBlaze: don't let haters make you quit.
MBlaze: just sayin.
realwx / BionicSonic: Not the fact that haters are making me quit
realwx / BionicSonic: It's that the haters are keeping me from liking what i'm doing
MBlaze: srsly? 
MBlaze: I mean i just brush off insults and enjoy the game
realwx / BionicSonic: mhm
MBlaze: idk, but you can't let people bring you down.
realwx / BionicSonic: should I tell you my situation? lol
MBlaze: I guess
realwx / BionicSonic: I'm kinda tired with dealing with 10-year-olds...like, in both Brawl hacking (to a lesser extent, so did PW, and Brawl got boring for him too), and dealing with people who will whine/beg/bitch til they get what they want
MBlaze: I mean I guess I'd understand more-
realwx / BionicSonic: Nail in the coffin is my "drama" with TKO
MBlaze: oh damn, what happened with that?
realwx / BionicSonic: Which one, the begging? or with TKO?
MBlaze: tko.
realwx / BionicSonic: The story is
realwx / BionicSonic: Me and Speed decide to team for Apex back in April
realwx / BionicSonic: I tell him if he gave me pre-registration money that I'd register for him the very same day (since there's no at the door registration) but never heard anything about that
realwx / BionicSonic: In May, because of my financial issues and such, I couldn't attend that many tournies, and Speed & TKO decided to become "static partners" after a tourney they did good in
realwx / BionicSonic: At this point, Speed is scared to tell TKO that he's teaming with me for Apex because it's my last tournament (my reason for quitting at the time was college + relationship + possible new job)
realwx / BionicSonic: But I was still planning on keeping contact w/ other people despite those 3
realwx / BionicSonic: So a few days ago
realwx / BionicSonic: Speed finally tells TKO he was planning on teaming with me (though he forgot to mention back in April)
MBlaze: oh shit.. 
realwx / BionicSonic: Immediately TKO comes on the MD/VA xat and demands that he team with Speed or else
MBlaze: damn o_O that nigga forceful.
realwx / BionicSonic: Doesn't stop there either
realwx / BionicSonic: He said he'd pay for my friend Coyn to enter doubles, but 4 days ago, he later said he's not paying for someone he doesn't know when he thinks both of us are going to get last
realwx / BionicSonic: I explain that me and Speed had agreed to team back in April, and that for a long while  he was afraid to tell you because he was afraid TKO was gonna get mad at him
realwx / BionicSonic: So Speed comes in the MD/VA xat and has to make a decision (and pressuring to make a decision that one person may not like is something I'd even have trouble deciding on)
realwx / BionicSonic: He says after 20 min of waiting that he would team with TKO, but TKO was already mad he took that long to decide and decided he wasn't partnering with Speed anymore
realwx / BionicSonic: And...pretty much some more arguing and drama spawned from that (including a misunderstanding me and Speed both had)
realwx / BionicSonic: Let me get a recent post
realwx / BionicSonic: http://www.smashboards.com/showthread.php?p=10791642&highlight=bionic#post10791642
realwx / BionicSonic: Granted, I'm not the one starting all of the drama, I never even bring up grudges or anything
MBlaze: damn
MBlaze: He just mad
MBlaze: you can't let that get to you that much
MBlaze: As for the brawl hacking part
MBlaze: Yeah you probably should quit that
realwx / BionicSonic: Except that's not the only time
MBlaze: I quit it and I enjoy this game far more, that's why you see me asking for help a lot because I fell off lol
MBlaze: I felt that the more I brawl hacked, the more bored I got of this game and the more bored I get the more I suck.
realwx / BionicSonic: Yep
MBlaze: I'd notice it, every time I'm done with brawl hacking that I suck a lil more lol
MBlaze: so yeah brawl hacking, fuck that.
realwx / BionicSonic: I pretty much stayed in the community for hacking, but as long as Brawl hacking is going on a downward slope, I don't see it lasting long anyways lol
MBlaze: But as for drama, I live in NY/NJ, my region has Inui, Anti, Doom, DmBrandon, they can be assholes at time
MBlaze: Anti and Dmbrandon are the cool ones while I don't really like Inui much and I hate doom so much.
realwx / BionicSonic: I've seen dmbrandon post in a lot of places and I don't think too fondly of him
MBlaze: dmbrandon just trolls a lot
realwx / BionicSonic: Doom, Yes and Ksizzle are 3 people I really hate from NJ
MBlaze: once I figured that out he's a coool guy
MBlaze: he does nothing but troll online lol
realwx / BionicSonic: Anti and I are practically cool
MBlaze: Doom I might end up punching in the face if he says something wrong to me
MBlaze: But I don't let assholes like him bring me down
realwx / BionicSonic: Those 3 were the people who whined and begged til they got Alex Strife to add Brawl- into the side events at the last minute
MBlaze: I've been trash talked by my own region more than you know, soooooo much shit lol
MBlaze: mad disrespectful stuff
MBlaze: but I just let it go
MBlaze: and get better
realwx / BionicSonic: I don't usually let TKO get to me, except for the fact that he tries to act like a leader and talks so much about himself at tournaments and in chats, that it gets annoyin even being around him
MBlaze: he seems like a cool dude if you're not beefin with him
MBlaze: he used to take shots at me too
realwx / BionicSonic: also, one sec, gonna get these crumbs out of my G and space key xD
MBlaze: but somehow in the end we ended up just being cool
MBlaze: and k lol
realwx / BionicSonic: Well, that's the thing -- you say something he doesn't like or do something he doesn't approve of, he'll take shots at you, and nobody's saying anything about it
MBlaze: oh I said something about it lol
realwx / BionicSonic: ?
MBlaze: Then we played then met in person and we was cool since then
MBlaze: but for people that talk shit
MBlaze: I nevermind it now
MBlaze: unless they like get up in my face about it
MBlaze: then I can just be a real nigga about it and beat that ass.
realwx / BionicSonic: Well
MBlaze: like over brawl I wouldn't fist fight
MBlaze: but NJ knows how to be real disrespectful outside the game
realwx / BionicSonic: Speed thinks TKO's at the brink where if I go to a smashfest that his crew is hosting -- theres going to be some drama/fistfight
realwx / BionicSonic: but smashfests around here are a rarity so
MBlaze: fistfight over teams?
MBlaze: That's odee
realwx / BionicSonic: It's happened
MBlaze: wow.. damn lol
MBlaze: Now I don't feel so bad if I knock doom the fuck out
MBlaze: :-)
realwx / BionicSonic: Feel free to
MBlaze: Problem is
MBlaze: I turn 18 on the day of apex
MBlaze: and he's mad white
MBlaze: and I'm knida tall and black
MBlaze: so it's not gonna go well
MBlaze: lmao
realwx / BionicSonic: If he's white
realwx / BionicSonic: Tell him he has no taste in trashtalking
MBlaze: Lol I'm usually quiet at tourneys
MBlaze: Like I'm not THAT ghetto, but I they try to confront me and test me
MBlaze: sayin I don't act black at all
MBlaze: well
MBlaze: I'm at a fuckin brawl tourney
MBlaze: with a bunch of people who give their lives to this shit
MBlaze: If I talk the way I regularly talk up in there
MBlaze: they ain't gonna understand half the shit I'm sayin
realwx / BionicSonic: There are times
realwx / BionicSonic: Where I just want to write in my resignation post
realwx / BionicSonic: Everything that is true about MD/VA that will ultimately burn down some bridges
MBlaze: But either way
MBlaze: I still find it in me
MBlaze: I find some nigs that I'm cool wit
realwx / BionicSonic: Yeah
MBlaze: I don't let it bother me
MBlaze: I enjoy the game and stuff
MBlaze: Don't quit yo.. lol
realwx / BionicSonic: I enjoy the game, I just hate some of the community that goes with it
MBlaze: I do too
MBlaze: I live in the region that's with the biggest elite of assholes
MBlaze: you live in the second worst I believe?
realwx / BionicSonic: and keyboard warriors
realwx / BionicSonic: yep
MBlaze: We can survive lol
realwx / BionicSonic: my region does NOTHING to welcome in new players, they actually turn 'em away
MBlaze: LMAO keyboard warriors
MBlaze: I'm feelin that shit lol
MBlaze: in ours they just call them randoms and treat them like shit.
MBlaze: good people treat bad people like shit
realwx / BionicSonic: pretty much
MBlaze: I feel bad actually
MBlaze: how they treat people like shippo
MBlaze: I don't know the guy
MBlaze: but there's no reason to do what they do
realwx / BionicSonic: I've talked to Shippo, he's a really cool guy
MBlaze: I heard that doom ran around in traffic
realwx / BionicSonic: LOL
MBlaze: because he lost to shippos zelda
MBlaze: in tourney
MBlaze: I wish that nigga would have got hit
realwx / BionicSonic: Wow
MBlaze: with something fierce
MBlaze: na lol I shouldn't say that, I don't wish harm upon anyone but still
MBlaze: he an ass for that
MBlaze: I'd be feeling some type of way if he did that in front of me
MBlaze: but I think of the smash community as life
MBlaze: you gonna meet assholes
MBlaze: nothing you can do about it
realwx / BionicSonic: Yeah
MBlaze: but if you love the game or like it
realwx / BionicSonic: I just wish there were a way to convince other people about it
MBlaze: and you got people that care about you in it
MBlaze: and you care about them, then why not stay
MBlaze: fuck them.
MBlaze: But yah don't leave because of that
MBlaze: I mean it's not many disputes you gotten into right?
realwx / BionicSonic: Actually there is
realwx / BionicSonic: I lost count around 5
MBlaze: damn.. okay
MBlaze: You got friends in the community you care about?
realwx / BionicSonic: + I had something with JCaesar as well that made me leave the crew, and Brawl+
realwx / BionicSonic: Of course, but most of them are on AIM anyway
MBlaze: they live in your state?
realwx / BionicSonic: mhm
MBlaze: then you should stay if you got friends that play it
MBlaze: and they live close and you mad cool wit them
realwx / BionicSonic: Well
MBlaze: I mean don't let disputes drive you out
realwx / BionicSonic: The only ones I actually consider a friend...is Speed
realwx / BionicSonic: I'm cool with a lot of MD/VA, but other than that
MBlaze: I mean if you're cool wit a lot of your region
MBlaze: I don't see why to leave
MBlaze: not like it's you against the world (or mdva) is it?
MBlaze: For me long as I got people in my corner
MBlaze: that can hold me down, I'm good.
MBlaze: whole community can hate me for all I give a fuck
realwx / BionicSonic: Who keeps you in the community?
MBlaze: long as I got them.
MBlaze: Well sadly not many from my region, but flamewavek does
MBlaze: My friends that I've known
MBlaze: have known me to have a love for smash 
MBlaze: and they got into it with me
MBlaze: and they cheer me on to do my thing in tourneys
MBlaze: so I do it for them too
realwx / BionicSonic: A lot of my smash friends on WiFi have moved to PS3 and SSF4 though :(
realwx / BionicSonic: I still talk to them on the ol' clan chat (which is no longer a clan)
MBlaze: ah
MBlaze: I got one friend in the smash comminuty
MBlaze: that I've known since I was 8
MBlaze: and you might actually know him lol
MBlaze: familiar with cyberman6?
realwx / BionicSonic: A bit
MBlaze: yeah das him
realwx / BionicSonic: Haven't met him lol
MBlaze: yeah he in NY lol
MBlaze: but I thought you might have seen him around on sonic boards.
realwx / BionicSonic: Rarely
MBlaze: other than that people in the smash community I'm like mutually friends with, fwk is the only one I care about 
MBlaze: I mean I got friends like NL, will and stuff but fwk is more than a friend to me
realwx / BionicSonic: Same with me and Speed
realwx / BionicSonic: I tend to think without giving Speed rides, he wouldn't be as known as much as he is today
MBlaze: prob lol
MBlaze: I've kinda been out of touch with the toureney scene lately
MBlaze: I'm trying to get back in
MBlaze: it's been hard because of work
realwx / BionicSonic: Ah yeah, I know that feeling
realwx / BionicSonic: The major reason I decided to retire from Smash was a combination of things like I said earlier
realwx / BionicSonic: First year of college (I really screwed up my shit before I got sick and had to withdraw), a potential relationship, and a chance of working at either a web startup or for the government (the Weather Service that is)
MBlaze: damn
MBlaze: so it's not really the drama
MBlaze: you just don't got the time and gott amove on.
realwx / BionicSonic: Yep
realwx / BionicSonic: Though the drama seems like a stamp on an envelope to me though :P
MBlaze: lol
MBlaze: well irl stuff comes first 
realwx / BionicSonic: Of course